Have you ever found it tough to feel happy for someone else when they succeed? You’re not alone. Many people experience feelings of jealousy or envy when they see others achieving their goals or living their dreams. These feelings can be uncomfortable and confusing, but it’s important to acknowledge them instead of pushing them away.
Jealousy often stems from our own insecurities or feelings of inadequacy. When we compare ourselves to others, it’s easy to focus on what we lack rather than celebrating someone else's success. This comparison can trigger thoughts like, “Why don’t I have that?” or “I should be further along by now.” It’s natural to feel this way, but it can also be a sign of deeper issues that need addressing.
To illustrate this, let me share a personal story. Growing up, I played t-ball and baseball through middle school. My dad coached my team, which meant I played more often and in the positions I wanted. But everything changed in seventh grade when all the pee-wee teams came together for school league tryouts. The coach for the school league was my dad's nemesis, a man known for yelling at his players and shaming them for mistakes. My dad had often stood up to him during our pee-wee league games.
That spring, after gaining a few pounds, I still decided to try out for the team. I had played nearly every position, including pitcher and first base, just like George Brett when he helped the Kansas City Royals win the World Series in 1985. I thought I was a shoo-in! However, when the roster was announced, my heart sank—I didn’t make the team. My dreams of pursuing baseball felt shattered. Many of my teammates made the cut, and I couldn't help but wonder if the coach had it out for me because of my dad. Regardless, it was hard to be happy for my friends who succeeded. I walked away feeling a mix of shame and disappointment.
Around that time, I stopped playing catch in the yard and lost interest in trading baseball cards, even though I had been an avid collector. Why was it so hard for me to see others succeed while I felt like a failure? This pattern repeated itself in other areas of my life. At work, when my colleagues' departments received praise, I often felt overlooked. Why wasn’t I getting the attention I thought I deserved? For years, I struggled to be happy for others, grappling with feelings of jealousy, anger, and resentment.
One possible reason for these feelings is what’s called a "maladaptive schema." In simple terms, this means you have certain patterns of thinking that might not help you in your life. Here are a few common maladaptive schemas that can contribute to feelings of jealousy:
Unrelenting Standards Schema: If you set extremely high standards for yourself, you may feel threatened by others' achievements. For example, when a colleague gets a promotion, you might think, “I should have done better,” which leads to jealousy instead of joy for their success.
Defectiveness Schema: If you struggle with feelings of being flawed or not good enough, you may react negatively to others' successes. You might think, “They deserve this because they are better than me,” which can lead to envy and resentment.
Social Isolation Schema: Those who feel they don’t fit in or are different may experience jealousy when seeing others enjoy strong relationships or social success. For instance, if your peers are celebrating milestones together, you might feel left out and resentful.
Failure Schema: This schema involves believing that you will always fail or that success is unattainable. When you see someone else succeeding, it can reinforce your fears of inadequacy.
Recognizing these patterns is the first step toward change. If you find yourself struggling with jealousy or feelings of unhappiness when others succeed, it might be helpful to talk to someone about it. Seeking counseling can provide you with support and tools to understand and work through these feelings. A therapist can help you identify any underlying issues, including those maladaptive schemas, and guide you toward healthier ways of thinking.
At Asbury Counseling, we understand that everyone has their own struggles, and it’s okay to feel how you feel. Our goal is to help you work through these feelings and find a path toward greater happiness and fulfillment in your life. Don’t let jealousy hold you back from enjoying your own journey. Reach out to us today, and let’s explore how we can help you overcome these challenges together.